Holy crapola. I can't believe how long it's been since I've written. I really need to get on it. I need this outlet for ME and just to blab. I just need to set aside the time and just do it.

I'm a bit frustrated with myself that I have lost my new book for my bookclub. I really want to read it too. I bought it with another book and then put aside. Of course now I don't have it. GRRR...I hate when I misplace things. I need to find it and read it as quickly as I can. Usually I can read pretty quickly...but I do like to relax and read casually too.

So one of my closest friends just got out of the hospital with a double kidney infection. She still doesn't know how it originated but thank GOD she is ok. So scary for her and her family...so scary for me with her being so far away. I don't know what I'd do without her. She's been such a rock for me and connects me when I drift away from me. Gosh, I could never imagine my world without her! I hope she now heals quickly and we can go back to emailing. Can't wait to see her this summer!